dearest CW - thank you for sharing.
In the end, you start now to wrestle the biggest fight, one can face: and I pay you my deepest, greatest and most honest respect! now you face and man up in a fight, that can break men and women - I am happy you did not give in.
I cannot assume or guess, what could be of help for you: but perhaps this answer of respect, honour and admiration illuminates a bit your day and your life...
Sorry for the rant guys but I wanna get something off my chest.
As a teen I was a big fan of pro wrestling especially WWE. Like most guys I was fascinated by everything. However things took a turm for worse. If you have already gone through my previous posts you would know tgat I was fascinated a lot by guys like Miz, Cody, Ted Dibiase jr, Brian Kendrick. I wanted to roleplay like them. I would wear my trunks like undies and pretend to wrestle other guys. I would play a match and follow the action imagining I am Ted Dibiase Jr. But my darkside kicked in and I wanted to experience the hits amd slams so I hit myself amd threw myself like the action going on in the ring. Later I realized I was hurt by this and before I could realize I suffered CTE. My entire life was ruined and I couldn't walk or run normally. My gait was ruined and I couldn't play actual sports outside with my friends cuz they find my movements weird. I became very sad and depressed cuz I used to be good at sports like soccer atleast among my friends. Nowadays I can't even play normally and I am depressed. I can't imagine that my useless obsession destroyed a large part of my life. I am still fighting amd trying to be normal but my reflexes are all ruined. Sorry again for the rant. I just wanna warn anyone who could end up like me. Take care guys our body isn't as strong as we may think. Even pro wrestlers get injured a lot and their life has changed.
Joe veteran
2026-06-25 06:41dearest CW - thank you for sharing.
In the end, you start now to wrestle the biggest fight, one can face: and I pay you my deepest, greatest and most honest respect! now you face and man up in a fight, that can break men and women - I am happy you did not give in.
I cannot assume or guess, what could be of help for you: but perhaps this answer of respect, honour and admiration illuminates a bit your day and your life...
all the best
Ol´ beardy Joe
cannon wrecker
29 days ago(In reply to this)
thanks for your words man.
cannon wrecker
2026-06-21 01:36Sorry for the rant guys but I wanna get something off my chest.
As a teen I was a big fan of pro wrestling especially WWE. Like most guys I was fascinated by everything. However things took a turm for worse. If you have already gone through my previous posts you would know tgat I was fascinated a lot by guys like Miz, Cody, Ted Dibiase jr, Brian Kendrick. I wanted to roleplay like them. I would wear my trunks like undies and pretend to wrestle other guys. I would play a match and follow the action imagining I am Ted Dibiase Jr. But my darkside kicked in and I wanted to experience the hits amd slams so I hit myself amd threw myself like the action going on in the ring. Later I realized I was hurt by this and before I could realize I suffered CTE. My entire life was ruined and I couldn't walk or run normally. My gait was ruined and I couldn't play actual sports outside with my friends cuz they find my movements weird. I became very sad and depressed cuz I used to be good at sports like soccer atleast among my friends. Nowadays I can't even play normally and I am depressed. I can't imagine that my useless obsession destroyed a large part of my life. I am still fighting amd trying to be normal but my reflexes are all ruined. Sorry again for the rant. I just wanna warn anyone who could end up like me. Take care guys our body isn't as strong as we may think. Even pro wrestlers get injured a lot and their life has changed.